My wife has threatened to extend my shackling beyond the 8th December as a result of my lack or self control in dealing with temptation. This will mean we will not be able to attend my works party weekend starting on 13th December at the head office nor my wife’s office party on 20th December. This would be a tragedy as this is not only a party but a business meeting too for me.
I really don’t know and regret what came over me to take advantage, I am really angry with myself. I do understand and agree totally, that I lost the will to resist an opportunity to break the agreed rules, leading to me becoming pretty drunk, having to sleep (or try to sleep) on a cold kitchen floor. I have asked my wife to take away all the items to tempt me to break rules but she refused and said “you must learn discipline and self control, if you can’t control the urge to break our agreement you won’t be out of those shackles any time soon”. Well that’s a warning I have to listen to and adhere to, however the bottles of drink will remain accessible and I must not touch a drop, the wife can have a drink anytime and I must only have water.
Today I have nursed my hangover, done my work, all the housework tasks and made my wife’s favourite dinner. I was not allowed to join her at the table for dinner and had to eat my food sitting on the kitchen floor. She didn’t say a word to me at breakfast and since she came home from work, until this evening when I was lectured and warned about the consequences of my misconduct. I am not allowed to sleep in our bed tonight but the tether chain once again attached, will allow me to get to the lounge where I can rest on the sofa tonight.
I am writing this while looking carefully and fiddling with the shackles and the rivets and know that these are not coming off without drilling out the rivets, I really am at a disadvantage and not be under any illusion that I can take advantage of a situation which may appear that I have the advantage.
Shackled in Steel 
well – perhaps, just perhaps, you have learned a valuable lesson
And in regards to the bottles still being in your range, always remember: “Quod licet Jovi, non licet bovi” (What is permitted to Jupiter is not allowed to an ox)
And you are the ox here …
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That is quite right at the moment and for the forceable future it seems, I thought I had surpassed the temptation desires and became very passive and accepting. But the turn of events completely changed every thing, I thought I had an advantage (I do, but misbehaviour has it’s price). My wife is right I need more taming, punishment and control and have just under 8 weeks to prove myself worthy.
In this situation it is so difficult not to look for loopholes or cunning plans. My wife is determined to break me, I think back every time to what I agreed in our agreement before beginning this whole adventure and cannot argue with her actions.
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not only you cannot argue with her .. it should become unthinkable , when you are propely tamed and broken to her will
and i am surely looking forward ot see you on that particular journey
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