Finally I have managed to reach the computer to update my log, yes still shackled but not for too much longer, however my wife is making things much more challenging and uncomfortable for me for the final month before my release.
Friday 8th, my wife revealed the latest item she has obtained, this being a stainless steel locking collar, she fitted this and to be honest its not really that uncomfortable but time will tell. However it didn’t end there, she locked my tether chain to the collar too. this chain is 25Mtrs long and weighs about 15Kg. I was told this will stay locked to my collar for the rest of my agreed locking contract, she would be able to control my freedom of movement and where I could venture, this is controlled by where she decides locks the other end of the chain and how long of a length is given for my freedom of movement. Moreover every Friday night and Saturday night I have to sleep in a straight jacket downstairs on the floor, to top it all I now have to eat like a dog from a bowl but not using my hands every evening. I did use my hands once and found myself handcuffed behind my back while eating, keeping balance and trying to eat in this situation was so difficult to the point that falling face first in the food did occur.
Things are getting quite hard to cope with, having to drag a heavy chain around, in shackles, eating like a dog and limiting my available movement. I really am wishing time away at the moment, I think I will really appreciate freedom again after this.
In summary, normally I would have become very angry about being so restricted, but I seem to have been quite passive and accepting. I guess this is because I have accepted that I really would be worse off as a result and my release date is approaching quickly.
My wife asked me today, would I agree to another challenge like this again? yes probably!
Shackled in Steel 
first of all – i think these are good news .. especially your report on the way how your personality seems to change and accept you lowly status as prisoner (i beleive the proper term is “becoming institutionalised”)
i hope that we get to see the collar at some point (perhaps after your current contract time has run out) – can this collar also be riveted on? (this might be an idea for your next period of confinement)
as for eating – it is only proper that a prisoner eats from a plain bowl from the floor – do you have to present the empty (and licked clean) bowl after feeding? are you still allowed the same food as your Wife and Mistress or have you already been changed over to a “prisoner’s diet”? (if not, this is also something that should be considered for your next confinement)
do you consider the straight jacket to be a hardship? or do you feel comforstable in it?
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I can agree that maybe it’s good news, but I know if I step out of line things can only get worse, I have seen and experienced various degrees of punishment and really don’t want to go through too much of that again. Being restrained I am at a disadvantage always so I behave myself.
The collar is bolted closed, but this can be replaced by fitting a rivet from both sided. My only concern would be drilling it out as I could not see to do this myself.
Eating from a bowl on the floor is so tricky and even worse weekends in a straight jacket as balance is all but impossible, made worse if it’s something like tomato soup as I ended up wearing more than eating and then using the water bowl to clean my face (my wife laughs when that happens, at least someone is happy through my difficulties). Generally the food is the same as this is easier prepared, but I am only allowed water to drink.
The straight jacket I feel is giving entertainment to my wife, she loves seeing my struggles, it is hardship but all part of the course and I know its likely only to be for another 8 nights (4 weekends) before freedom is granted.
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“it always can be made worse” is the most important thing a a prisoner or slave has to learen in his heart .. only than proper submissiveness can be acheived …
as for the rivests – you should not be able to drill them out by yourself..8)
i can see where getting the same food as your wife and Mistress makes things easer (especially for the cook) – but is making things EASIER really what this is all about? and if you are kept to a very, very bland and non-varying menue, your Wife and Mistress gains another lever for positive reinforcement – getting a bite or two of “real food with real taste”, perhaps directly from her hand. (or one could turn this all around for negative reinforcement of course..)
and you should be happy that you are able to procide enteretainment to your Wife and Mistress
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My wife (Mistress (she likes that title)) wants me to reply to all messages.
We have had dinner and cleared up, I have to catch up on answers here as she said i won’t be able to use the computer during the next challenge this weekend.
I know she has something cunning in store for me this weekend, because there is a sealed box in the lounge containing something.
As regards to rivets, I am scared that someone else drilling near my neck may result in injury. Currently I cannot remove the collar without tools as it stands.
Food, I would not be surprised during the final 3 weeks at some time the food will be another topic of control and punishment.
Well no more to write, time to shower and get ready for my straight jacket fitting and whatever is in the box to be revealed.
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I agree that drilling freehanded near your neck might be a problem .. the collar would need to be clamped in a vise
a possible alternative might be to use a hammer and a steel chisel to shear off the rivet – this might give more control
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