I really don’t know what to expect as every weekend approaches, this weekend was no exception. I was not happy about what I went through last weekend and really didn’t want that again. Fortunately my wife agreed that a repeat of last weekend would not take place again this year.
Straight jacket Friday evening as normal, however this Friday she unlocked the tether chain from my collar and attached it to my shackles then removed my collar and took it outside to my workshop. returning after about 30 minutes she blindfolded me and re-fitted the collar (it was freezing cold and so uncomfortable initially). At this point I didn’t know what had changed and all I could sense is the tether chain being moved back to the collar. She then walked me back to the passage where I stood in front of a mirror and removed the blindfold, as my eye adjusted to the bright lighting I immediately saw what had changed, she had fitted long spikes on the collar (I did wonder before why there was a series of holes around the collar and now I know), I looked quite a fashionable item now the collar is complete with these spikes.
Eating from a bowl on the floor is now a challenge, no hands, spiked collar and straight jacket makes it amusing for my wife but a real challenge for me and almost impossible to get comfortable enough to sleep. Once out of the jacket on Saturday morning I was able to touch and inspect the new collar, the spikes are so sharp and solid. I know that this collar is now in place for the remaining 2 weeks so I have to somehow learn to live with it.
Saturday evening again in my straight jacket until Sunday morning with virtually no sleep.
In summary my situation now is:- I am in permanent riveted shackles, I am restricted by a variable length tether chain, I have to sleep on the floor, eat from a bowl on the floor, wear a collar which has become a fashionable nasty horrendous item, do all the house tasks, do my own work, make all the food weekdays, drink only water and behave myself.
2 more weeks, that couldn’t come soon enough as I feel so helpless and powerless.
So your Wife and Mistress decided to fit you with a wolf collar – afaik these were used in the olden times to produce additional sleep deprivation for prisoners (without the guards having to get up every half hour) – how is it going with you? Have you been allowed to sleep in peace, by your Ownser mercy, or are you still awake?
And feeling helpless and powerless is the proper thing for you..
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Yes the collar is horrible to wear now, not only is is difficult to eat, sleep but the spikes are so long and sharp I have sustained some cuts on my arms unintentionally by just putting my hands up to my head – I will put a picture up of the collar when I get it off on 8th December.
The shackles now are the least of the problem and I have really got used to and at time forgotten them altogether.
My wife wants to go right to the wire (release date) suffering, I also have to be on guard even after my official release as she has several quick to fit high security handcuffs and shackles which could be snapped on in an instant.
Feeling helpless and powerless – yep I have accepted my position at the very bottom of the pecking order and grateful for everything good or bad.
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looking forward to the picture of the collar with the spikes ..
have you already tried begging – really abjecttly begging – your Wife and Mistress for a night without the spikes ..?
and one thing that has occured to me is that the holes the spikes are being mounted in might also be used to mount other hardware
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