Usual weekend of discomfort with the addition of my mandatory straight jacket to sleep in on Friday and Saturday nights. But when I was released from the straight jacket Sunday my wife also took off my horrendous collar (I was so glad that was off).

Sunday afternoon right on time she presented me with my drill and drill bits, I set to work immediately drilling out the rivets which have made my shackles permanent for the last 12 weeks. It took about 10 minutes to be totally free. What a nice feeling after being so degraded and helpless.

I am on guard and on my best behaviour as some of the evil items are self locking, high security and my wife has the only keys in her works office. So if she does manage to get any of the item on me, I know they are not coming off until the keys are collected on the next working day.

The collar by far was the worst item, I sustained several cuts from the very long and sharp spikes, I really don’t want that around my neck again anytime soon.

Monday morning, I had the longest most relaxing bath ever then started to get the full stretch of my legs once again and spent an hour in our home gym on the treadmill. Legs were sore afterwards while making the dinner (it’s so nice to be eating properly at the table with a glass of wine).

Tuesday much the same as Monday apart from going out to the supermarket to get shopping. Legs feeling a little bit better after a run, taking longer strides to get used to walking normally once again (so strange without the weight around my ankles).

Today (Wednesday), we are going out to dinner this evening with some of my wife’s work colleges – I have been warned to behave – as if I wouldn’t 🙂

I am sure if anything constitutes misbehaviour and I become somehow locked, I will be expected to publish it as part of the release.

I am wondering what is next in store and for how long? I know my wife is already putting together a draft contract for agreement next year, in a strange way I am kinda looking forward.

We wish everyone a great seasonal break and a Happy New Year.

Release could not come soon enough, I have be subjected to severe discomfort, Still Friday and Saturday nights in a straight jacket to spend the night but the most discomfort is the collar which I have had to endure for 2 weeks so far…. Not long just 5 more days.

It will be nice to have the freedom to do as I wish and sleep comfortably once again. I have to admit I really didn’t expect my wife to be so strict. however once free I still have to be careful as she still has access to a number of restraints that can be snapped on quickly, I know that the keys for these are not in this house but in her office where she works for safety and security.

I really don’t know what to expect as every weekend approaches, this weekend was no exception. I was not happy about what I went through last weekend and really didn’t want that again. Fortunately my wife agreed that a repeat of last weekend would not take place again this year.

Straight jacket Friday evening as normal, however this Friday she unlocked the tether chain from my collar and attached it to my shackles then removed my collar and took it outside to my workshop. returning after about 30 minutes she blindfolded me and re-fitted the collar (it was freezing cold and so uncomfortable initially). At this point I didn’t know what had changed and all I could sense is the tether chain being moved back to the collar. She then walked me back to the passage where I stood in front of a mirror and removed the blindfold, as my eye adjusted to the bright lighting I immediately saw what had changed, she had fitted long spikes on the collar (I did wonder before why there was a series of holes around the collar and now I know), I looked quite a fashionable item now the collar is complete with these spikes.

Eating from a bowl on the floor is now a challenge, no hands, spiked collar and straight jacket makes it amusing for my wife but a real challenge for me and almost impossible to get comfortable enough to sleep. Once out of the jacket on Saturday morning I was able to touch and inspect the new collar, the spikes are so sharp and solid. I know that this collar is now in place for the remaining 2 weeks so I have to somehow learn to live with it.

Saturday evening again in my straight jacket until Sunday morning with virtually no sleep.

In summary my situation now is:- I am in permanent riveted shackles, I am restricted by a variable length tether chain, I have to sleep on the floor, eat from a bowl on the floor, wear a collar which has become a fashionable nasty horrendous item, do all the house tasks, do my own work, make all the food weekdays, drink only water and behave myself.

2 more weeks, that couldn’t come soon enough as I feel so helpless and powerless.

My wife pulled out all the stops this weekend I spent Friday night through to Sunday in a straight jacket, limited movement due to the length of my tether chain to my collar and of course my ankle shackles.

How did she (and I) manage for that long, well she had the solution  and this was men’s incontinence pants. Once I was in the straight jacket and pretty unable to resist anything that she wished to do. She then showed me the packet of incontinence pants, my first thoughts were there is no way I could be put in them as I have a chain between my ankles, how wrong I was. She carefully cut both sides so it could be fitted and used masking tape to fix the sides, wrap it tight around my waist and legs, then fitted the groin straps back on the straight jacket. My first impression was this is warm and pretty comfortable. However my comfortable thoughts were soon dashed when she announced that this weekend I will be in the straight jacket for up to 48 hours.

What happened, all was well until Saturday morning, when I just had to relieve myself after painfully trying to resist for as long as possible I just had to pee. This was a horrible feeling of sudden warmth and damp which soon was absorbed, I could feel the additional weight on the pants  with the addition of now liquid. I pleaded with my wife to take this off as I found it degrading, but that fell of death ears and I was told to stop moaning otherwise your release date and privileges would be affected. To cut a long story short I let go another 2 times during Saturday but resisted making a mess.

Saturday evening she decided it’s time to be changed so the straight jacket was loosened to allow the pants to be cut off (I was surprised that they managed to absorb so much), soon another pair was put on and taped as before.

Sunday, well I was getting quite irritable as I could not hold on for much longer without really disgracing myself, well this happened Sunday afternoon and I felt really embarrassed, dirty  and degraded. Soon after when my wife realised that I had totally lost my dignity and control she took off the straight jacket and unlocked the tether chain to allow my to clean myself up and shower. Soon after my tether chain was re-attached to limit my movement once again.

Monday (today), after making the breakfast and my wife’s lunch, she released my tether chain and demanded that I clean the house throughout, wash the straight jacket (this was really messed up to as a result of eating out of a bowl on the floor and food was spilled over it). We have just had dinner and I am now able to get to the computer to make my log. Fortunately no privileges lost, if thing get more difficult in the remaining time then this may well change. But I cannot imagine anything worse that what happened this weekend to me.

Finally I have managed to reach the computer to update my log, yes still shackled but not for too much longer, however my wife is making things much more challenging and uncomfortable for me for the final month before my release.

Friday 8th, my wife revealed the latest item she has obtained, this being a stainless steel locking collar, she fitted this and to be honest its not really that uncomfortable but time will tell. However it didn’t end there, she locked my tether chain to the collar too. this chain is 25Mtrs long and weighs about 15Kg. I was told this will stay locked to my collar for the rest of my agreed locking contract, she would be able to control my freedom of movement and where I could venture, this is controlled by where she decides locks the other end of the chain and how long of a length is given for my freedom of movement. Moreover every Friday night and Saturday night I have to sleep in a straight jacket downstairs on the floor, to top it all I now have to eat like a dog from a bowl but not using my hands every evening. I did use my hands once and found myself handcuffed behind my back while eating, keeping balance and trying to eat in this situation was so difficult to the point that falling face first in the food did occur.

Things are getting quite hard to cope with, having to drag a heavy chain around, in shackles, eating like a dog and limiting my available movement. I really am wishing time away at the moment, I think I will really appreciate freedom again after this.

In summary, normally I would have become very angry about being so restricted, but I seem to have been quite passive and accepting. I guess this is because I have accepted that I really would be worse off as a result and my release date is approaching quickly.

My wife asked me today, would I agree to another challenge like this again? yes probably!

A long time since my last update, so there is a great deal to report….

Thursday 31st October daytime, Taking the wife to the hospital for a check up on her recent eye operation. All is good and the consultant is happy with the results. While I was waiting I was once again tethered to the chair of the car, so no way of getting out or getting to the key to the padlock which is at home totally out of my reach. While I was waiting I had a bit of a panic attack due to thinking too much into my predicament being locked in the car. My creative mind while stuck waiting was thinking of the worst scenario, what happens if she is kept in hospital what am I to do, how do I get out of the car, who would I contact to cut the chain & what would be said. Too many bad thoughts made me quite worried in the hour I was waiting.

Thursday 31st October evening (halloween), my wife decided that I am to answer the door to any “trick or treat” callers to make thing authentic she had in addition the my permanent ankle shackles, wear a mask, painted my hands with what looked like blood and be draped with my long tether chain (little would they know this was the real thing). We had 3 separate callers who really didn’t take too much notice of my outfit and chains only what sweets they could get hold of from me., I think it was more scary for me being discovered than for the kids calling.

Friday 1st November daytime, I was so busy catching up on Thursday’s jobs as well as Friday’s so really didn’t have anytime to get to the computer. In the late evening my wife wanted me to take off all my cloths (apart from my socks protecting my ankles), she used a blindfold and asked me to hold my arms out straight. It didn’t take long before I discovered one of her new toy’s she had obtained, it was a straight jacket and my arms were already slipped in the sleeves and she started buckling up the rear straps (I did not struggle as I know that would be my privileges gone). Before long she was going over all the straps tightening them some more, next my arms were folded and strapped together. Off came the blindfold so I could inspect her handiwork, well there is no way I am going to escape this, so I thanked her for this wonderful new top. She said I have to sleep downstairs in the lounge on the floor as she was tired and didn’t want me wriggling around disturbing her sleep.

Saturday 2nd November, I was released from the straight jacket, initially when fitted it seemed pretty comfortable but this soon changed to quite uncomfortable so I was glad to be out of it. However I have been assigned a major task of decorating the office (hence no computer until now), the decorating went pretty well but was tiring between also doing my other household tasks and working too, I finally finished today (Thursday 7th November) getting everything back in the room and working. When my wife came home from work today she was impressed and said I can wear the straight jacket again Friday night as a reward. What a nice reward 😦

Hopefully I have updated everything so far and all being well, I will be totally free again in a month 🙂

 

I am over half way through my period of being permanently shackled, it sort of feels like I am on the home straight at last. Having had the shackles on for so long now they have become part of me and my everyday life, to be honest most of the time they can easily be forgotten about. After a number of errors and misconduct events resulting in some sort of punishment, the last week has been pretty uneventful, my wife cant find anything to punish me for 🙂

I have another task ahead on Thursday 31st (Halloween of all day’s) and that is to take my wife once again to the hospital for a post operation follow up. I am guessing being shackled, wearing a long leather coat and a bit of makeup won’t look out of place on that day!!! However I think this will be a short appointment (just as well as the weather has turned very cold) I know I will be locked up in the car once again and made to wait.

My wife I think is getting quite frustrated that there is no reason to inflict punishment, as everything is going smoothly. But she has indicated that I cannot get away without some sort of punishment between now and my release date, she has indicated to me and ordered some items for me, for her pleasure. I really don’t know what it is and I won’t know until she wants to use it as the delivery is going to her work’s address. I cannot ask again as this will be a punishable offence, as I have already been told to wait and see.

I’d better continue my chores and get the preparation for dinner done.

I was taken by complete surprise, taking my wife to the hospital as I really didn’t expect or see what was coming.

After having breakfast together and getting ready… Putting on my tracksuit bottoms, socks and hi-top shoes, a belt to hold the lead to lift the chain between my shackles up off the ground and wearing my old Gothic leather long coat. The shackles were totally hidden when walking for this mission driving my wife to hospital. The only thing that couldn’t be hidden is the jingle of the chains while walking.

The journey to the hospital went well and we arrive right on time, the shackles didn’t affect my driving at all. When we arrived at the drop off point my wife jumped out and came around to my side and opened the door reached in and grabbed a chain from under the seat and quickly padlocked it to my shackles. She shut the door and grabbed a bag from the back of the car and gave it to me said “goodbye see you later” I was taken by what had just happened, quickly inspecting this chain I realised that the other end of the chain was also locked to the seat frame so I was stuck in the car.

Realising that she kept all the important keys in the glove box out of my reach normally, I grabbed them but none of them fitted either padlock. I was stuck in the car. Then I had a knock on the window and was told to move on as this was not for parking just to drop off patients. I drove off and parked in a side street nearby while I came to terms with my predicament.

The bag. Maybe the keys are there no such luck. In the bag was a bottle of water, a bar of chocolate and a male urinal bottle. I was so angry and basically stuck, the keys are useless and it was pretty cold too.

My wife sent me a text message saying “This is your punishment for thinking you can take advantage. The keys for the locks in the car are at home, you cant get them as by now you realise you cannot get out of the car, so you have some time to think about what rules you agreed to and recently broke. The bag contains all you need, see you in about 6 hours. I will call when I am discharged. Oh one last thing there is not a lot of fuel in the car so don’t go too far”

This was the most terrible experience ever, feeling total helpless, cold, bored and angry with myself. I did not expect this but deserve this for my recent behaviour. Accepting my situation all I could do is wait, at 3:30pm I got the call. I was so glad to hear from my wife and said I will be there in a few minutes.

Once there, I ask how she was feeling and if there is anything I could do, she was in pretty good spirits and happy that I did not get into an argument about being left in this situation. I asked if she was hungry (I was starving) and we agreed to order a Chinese take out delivery, she did this while I drove home.

Once home she went in and returned with the key to unlock the chain from the seat, I was freezing and glad to be in the house. Soon after the food arrived which I dished out for my wife and I and we enjoyed the meal together. she said “remember your place and don’t abuse any more rules” I really hope this was punishment for my recent misbehaviour, but I am really going to try to please from now on.

 

Just a refresh, I have to take my wife to and from the hospital on Thursday (tomorrow).

I took the day off from working to ensure that my work doesn’t suffer any interruptions. My wife has now shared with me the schedule for her minor eye operation, I need to get her to the hospital by 8:30am, the appointment is at 8:45 for the pre-op. After this will be the operation followed by the recovery time. She will phone me on my mobile when she has been discharged and I will pick her up at the entrance.

I said to my wife are you going to take the keys to the garage out of the car as this basically will give me access to my tools and the alcohol. I may be tempted if bored waiting for the all important call to take the shackles off. My wife replied that she is leaving them there, she is very trusting but I am not so sure I can trust myself.

Other subjects, well I have not been breaking any rules and finally tonight can sleep in our bed, I certainly need that as I am aching and tired as a result of having the last 2 nights sleeping in the sofa and 1 on the hard kitchen floor.

I will write again as to how the hospital mission turned out.

My wife has threatened to extend my shackling beyond the 8th December as a result of my lack or self control in dealing with temptation. This will mean we will not be able to attend my works party weekend starting on 13th December at the head office nor my wife’s office party on 20th December. This would be a tragedy as this is not only a party but a business meeting too for me.

I really don’t know and regret what came over me to take advantage, I am really angry with myself. I do understand and agree totally, that I lost the will to resist an opportunity to break the agreed rules, leading to me becoming pretty drunk, having to sleep (or try to sleep) on a cold kitchen floor. I have asked my wife to take away all the items to tempt me to break rules but she refused and said “you must learn discipline and self control, if you can’t control the urge to break our agreement you won’t be out of those shackles any time soon”. Well that’s a warning I have to listen to and adhere to, however the bottles of drink will remain accessible and I must not touch a drop, the wife can have a drink anytime and I must only have water.

Today I have nursed my hangover, done my work, all the housework tasks and made my wife’s favourite dinner. I was not allowed to join her at the table for dinner and had to eat my food sitting on the kitchen floor. She didn’t say a word to me at breakfast and since she came home from work, until this evening when I was lectured and warned about the consequences of my misconduct. I am not allowed to sleep in our bed tonight but the tether chain once again attached, will allow me to get to the lounge where I can rest on the sofa tonight.

I am writing this while looking carefully and fiddling with the shackles and the rivets and know that these are not coming off without drilling out the rivets, I really am at a disadvantage and not be under any illusion that I can take advantage of a situation which may appear that I have the advantage.